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This is freaking ridiculous



I mean it.

Look. Okay. There's an "Open Mic" (you DO have to sign up ahead of time) in town for people my age. It's the first Friday of every month during the school year. And last year, I went to all but one and sang at half of them.

This year, however, has been a freaking series of unfortunate events book.

Why? Well, because of this absolutely positively hideous irritating irrational over-long self-destroying frustrating unfair inescapable inconvenient awful SICKNESS!

Three months ago, I had to cancel because I was sick. Two months ago, I didn't get to the sign-ups in time. Last month, the open mic was canceled for snow. And this month, this *exercises award-worthy self control to keep from swearing* month when I thought finally I'd be able to sing, when I'd be able to have ONE NIGHT when I got to show off and to be with my friends and to NOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT WHAT I WANT TO at the ONE PLACE where I was an important part of what was going on, not just background or support or sidekick, I DON'T EVEN GET TO *again with the self-control* GO!

BECAUSE I'M SICK AGAIN!

I had to miss half my classes, which sucked, but as it was the first day of the second semester I wasn't TOO worried about it. But NOOO. And when I attempted to sleep of the nausea- which sort of worked- I managed somehow in the hour and a half I spent resting to give myself a swollen, scratchy throat, which completely destroyed any vestige of musical ability I had left.

I ALREADY WAS GOING TO HAVE TO BACK OUT THANKS TO THE NAUSEA. WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME THIS TOO?

Hot water and honey did absolutely nothing for either issue. Nor did a shower or covering my head with a towel and inhaling steam.

This is so...freaking...unfair.

I know I sound like a spoiled child, and compared to many I suppose I am, but considering the past SIX MONTHS I do believe I have a right to my immaturity.

At the risk of being clichéd, FML.


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minefloozle
Feb. 5th, 2011 10:26 pm (UTC)
*sigh* thank you. There's still the echo of my mother's voice screaming in horror whenever I'm about to curse, but I'll try to muscle past it :)

I've been downing ginger like there's no tommorrow. I must wrestle back control of myself by Monday!
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minefloozle
Feb. 6th, 2011 04:06 pm (UTC)
1) Ginger's helping somewhat, though the vast quantities I'm consuming make me wonder if it's possible to OD on it.

2)No doctor 'till March. *scowls*

3)Well, I'm eating...not as well as I'd like, but...

4) Hope, not nosy at all. :) Thanks again!
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